/ Do the right thing. / The truth will set you free. -Your friends at Alterna and Mandarin Labs But most importantly. / The intent matters as much as the effect, and method. Your friends and family are still here. It might not feel like it, but you too are still here. All of this is inside of your head. Yours, and noone else's. Maybe your head is different. But your potential is not. You've escaped your addiction. Maybe this soltion is temporary. But even if it is, you still have another harmful mindset to clear. Right now, you should focus on: Abandoning the victory lap mood. You have a lot to learn. You have a lot of time. How come you don't feel the drive to do it unless you get caught? -Yourself