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june 23
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hey! i'm writing this tomorrow but i remember very little, kinda sucks
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i did the exam today. it went really really well actually! i knew most things, although math didn't go very well. i actually kinda cheated by hearing from suely what i was supposed to do during class?? it really bothers me how i honest-to-god can't remember stuff after i come home D:
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i couldn't finish the exam in time but during math class maiara plucked me out of math class to finish it. says it's the last time though
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i was really happy about it though :D
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june 24
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hey! i'm writing this on the 25th
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oh, gosh.... where do i start :3
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english was pretty good, the schoolbook had a silly picture of what it thought young obama would look like :o
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i was extremely worried about essay class today, because i have an exam!! no i don't, i just had to finish the text i was supposed to write about hunger in brazil. but since i didn't make any other pieces under this teacher...it'll be the only one counted for my score on essay clsas this semester.
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the 3rd class unfortunately wasn't it, though! it was....physics i think! sucked. we had 2 math classes after that and they were really painful, coffee didn't help me feel less sleepy and i was dying near when before essay class starting
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essay ended up being last, and i actually pulled through!! it felt really great to write and the ideas just kind of flowed into my hands
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i didn't even need extra time to write! i did go to the waiting room to pass it to paper, which i rocked out to hopes and dreams while doing!! hurt my hands but was tooootally worth it.
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i think it kind of sucked for the original assignment, it's good as it's own article but it does suck as an unopinionated editorial...
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so, anyways, i just kind of chilled the rest of the day, watching ted-ed videos, talking to genome about omori shitposts, hanging out at violet meadow...
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...and reading the book! i skimmed with regis so i knew most stuff but there were a few things i didn't recognize. wanted to get up to page 32, but just went to 21...
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actually wait i think that was yesterday!
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june 25
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i'm so happy
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today started slow and i'm sad that i mostly got moving because of circumstance - my bday party!! - but i think it's maybe fine
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because....oh gosh
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i had so many ideas for drawings and designs. i ate tasty food at the party! (pastries, cake) i chilled out with uncle both in the morning and the evening after the party!! i took a bath and washed my hair while mom watched adn played a song she liked!!
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mom and grandma set off to get my cake for the party and i squeezed some cream on their hands... (speaking of which, grandma gave me a new purple one!! blueberries and some ee-i-don't-remember, it's really great!!) i read more into the book until mom came home and while i didn't get my goal of 70 pages i did get to 68! which i think is pretty close. the pdf SUUUUCKS. constant typing errors, some completely unexplainable.
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but like...the book itself is really good! i'm still really loving it!
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i even got to skim some parts bc we read a lot more than i remember on that day with Régis
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i was gonna talk to ana at 1400 yesterday but she was really really sick....even today kind of sucked though, we were being really unproductive because i didn't communicate that a lot of what she had said today i was already thinking while writing, and even the thing i've been thinking about that...feels like my brain is pushing me to appropriate legitimate conditions (the feeling i associate with the word drowning, or the idea of something taking over my brain) i didn't get to mention because...i wanna find the root cause for this!! and i don't feel like she might help which suuuucks
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but whateverrrrrr
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Eduardo even came home!! i was just going home and unlocking the gate when his car showed up! i opened up for myself and filled Chinho's bowl with food and water (felt motherly there, was talking directly to him like mom does to me!!) (let him inside for a bit but he bit me (i get it!! this is a cat thing) and i think wanted to leave in general)
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and now i'm here. chilling in my bedroom.
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tons of people wished me happy birthday on feddy and discord it was pretty good
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(remember seeing my uncles partaking in political affairs...they both seem to agree the events of today (abortion is illegal in a lot of places in the us now!!) are fucking stupid/terrifying and people arguing in favor are bad
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i even indulged them a bit...
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god i still i can't believe i'm 14...
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honest to god so happy, feels like new years even though it absolutely isn't
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june 26
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today was pretty great :O. i woke at a reasonable time, i...spent a lot of time not doing anything? i did get really into the groove of the aesthetic of icons i made + macos ventura wallpaper though!! like i did on the 24th
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...i did feel AWFUL around 1400 though. i took a nap with mom until about...1457.
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mom reminded me to do my chemistry project last minute, it came out kind of poopy but it was okayyyyy i was Tired
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...because i was reading the book!! which went really well i knocked it out of the park and i would say read even more than i had to but no i didn't i finished it???
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i told mom about a bunch of funny stuff i saw in it, i tried to start a new graphic design project and failed, and i've got tons of ideas for stuff to work on eventually...i just wish i could get to it sooner
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june 27
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..hey...! i got done with school today :D!! i'm oficially on vacation now!!!!!!!! (er. no i'm not, i still have spanish homework for today.)
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i went to school at the usual time but my priority was the book exam (which, thank god!! i don't think i could stand another week of this!!) which went really really well!! it pains my braint o think, that piece of shit, but... it's really fun to think about the book.
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i worked a lot more on a pixel art i made of an undertale akira?? it was pretty cool, i'm considering using kristal for some fangamey stuff! (tbh i just wanna make some space to roam around in in general) but it's windows only and idk lua
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i did one graphic design project!! a fictional violet meadow tv channel with a "coming up" screen. i'm really happy with how it came out, the crayon brush in gimp is great
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i took a bath, and i drifted to sleep pretty peacefully. i don't remember what happened right before?
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june 28
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i can't believe it's june 28!! what the hell?
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um, today was pretty good!
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